always a canoeist

new yr

2006-01-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

firstly. gong xi fa cai to all. hope all had a wonderful new yr with delicious cookies n $ rolling in in terms of ang bao n gambling!
i dont really have the mood for new yr! partly bcoz i'm in bmt now. done most of the visiting on the 1st dae le. ahha.. still went to watch the memoirs of the geisha on the 1st day of new yr.
wanted to watch fearless later but also nv go coz my fren who watched it said tt it's kinda bored.
sian. due to cny, most of them are going visiting.argh... means cant find anyone to go clubbing. however my sis is going... nv go since dunno her clique.... missed today's big big event. local dj koflow challenging reseident dj tang of MoS at their main arena. then at zouk, its world reknowned dj, PAUL VAN DYK spinning! missed! sian . wonder when he will make appearance again!
and bmt seems alrite for me coz i was in npcc n taekwondo. so some things are taught b4. the only thing is ippt the 2.4km run. how to get 944 and below? and cny passes so damn fast. booking in tmr nite le. 2030 at the interchange.

and surf n sweat here i come! *THINKING of joining the hotdog competition*

enlistment for me

2006-01-07T13:09:00.000+08:00

had a few runs before enlisting n my timing seriously sucks.

had a 2s15 farewell on wed.
cant go to canoeist farewell on thurs. missed the fun!! sorry ppl!

packed my stuff n ready to go in. reluctance.

2s15!canoeing!bmtc1!7thjan!

bye ppl.. do drop me a msg or anything anyday k.. will miss u ppl.. esp my class my squadmates n my team mates.. no more fun for me!

NYE

2006-01-03T14:44:00.000+08:00

after chalet booked out, went to many many places to sell my tix. and yes. so last min. everyone was like calling me the last min for tix tt got me round the island. managed to get rid of all tix. so damn tired and still gg ngee ann get the funk out on nye! was so tempted to chiong MoS also can!

had dinner with family at lavendar food square. then went to ngee ann. met nat lenny jill. there were like so many queenz bar/ hendrix kind of crowd at the beginning. so attention seeeking. trying to get captured by the camera. crowds started to get in ard 1130. n started to fill the area. when i i told the organiseers i was in the guest list, they were like checking here and there for my name... took freaking long! drinks werre at $10 for a plastic cup tequila chots at $5. then only got vodka (cranberry, orange, 7-up, cola) . down vodka cranberry, n 3 tequila shots after that. and think the bar people were from coccolatte. and bartenders were so inexperienced.. i got my 2nd cup of vodka cranberrry n ask them to pour more vodka.. and they reallie did pour more..haha... got a bit high. time was b4 0000. went up to the podium n boogie. security told us to come down ssaying tt people will follow us. BULLSHIT. what is the point of putting the podium there when u dun allow people to dance?!??! went down lo. mood wasnt tt high stiill until 0000 was reaching. went up again. didnt come down till like 2 am. dj rattle n koflow only spinned from like 1030 to 1130. felt a bit cheated. tot they would spin the whole nite. but generally was alrite after the countdown until shaik haikel came down. after he came down the songs were ike repeated.. so left. went to 7-11 outside far east. saw ye n her fwen , bao lun izit. cant rmbr. then saw jason. then saw huilin, the canoe girl. ye was like bullying bao! got a big gulp of coke maggie me.. finish all of it. die. ate soo much . drink so much. then ye was tipsy. saw tt bao had a hard time carrying this lady! went home by the 1st train...

heard tt siloso n ngee ann had so many b*ngl*!!

was so tired after dancing on the podium of like close to 3 hrs.. real tired lo.. hah.. think shall chiong one lst time b4 ns? shall see then!

slept till 2 pm...

haven got my black specs made. dunno if cant get it done by sat!! public hol tmr .. how!!

went to run ,.. atrocious timing. tortise me... gonna suffer soon.. this sat!!

chalet with my np squadmates

2006-01-01T19:36:00.000+08:00

28dec05
had chalet with my beloved npcc squadmates at downtown east. met yeowhoe jianboon benjamin zhenghua at eunos train stn. went went to white sands for lunch. thereafter, met up with the rest, kianhui kaiching n amelia. the food we purchased were so cheap coz we were quite budget. checked in. brought alize, some alcohol to be mixed with 7-up. yupp. of coz there is mahjong! wanted to go and borrow table. but the people there told us that govt dont allow. what the! poor us, we made do with it on the floor! poor tings. our base is $10. lost like $7+ initially. but for the last few rounds i won. and i was so lucky for the LAST round. i got no1-4 blue flower. then i also got the cat mouse and the chicken worm. wha. was so eager to win can! thats d limit le! but ultimately something happened. and i could haf won but ya didnt!... the rest were playing cards! went out to eat mac and yes. therre was this gambling den in room 2007! played till the weeeee hours and the rest slept. jianboon and i went to the beach till dawn. then walked past the arcade got people wanna find tai ji with jian boon and i.
29dec05
the rest went escape. only jb n i stay behind. coz i was slpin! and yes 2nd dae was the bbq! more people came. jeanne casey boonkeng jocelyn n i think tts it. drink alcohol. the guys went to cheers to get more alcohol. got jimbeam cola, jimbeam dry, hoegarden, corona, long island tea, and amsterdam! still got alize, the alcohol we brought! then i mixed like everything we bought n drink. i chiong finish the jimbeam dry in like 2 gulps. downed a few cups of alize. stomach was churning. n thenn, vomited! haa. felt better after vomitting. then chiong daidee n blackjack! haha. took alot of photos! and i mean alot of crppy photos! went out jalan jalan n was sitting outside mac when the grps of chn guys were finding trouble with this 4 malay guys. they were right in front of us la. kaoz.
booked out the last daeee....

from derrick blog

2005-12-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

Aye, stoning;s good actually. Kinda liked to do that, well actually I am not really stoning. Sitting on a chair one fine day in school, observing the comings and goings - a time honoured occupation among all civilisations no more than a century age. Wahaha, to a certain extent, I could be considered anachronism, perhaps even to the extent of a magnificent one, just sitting there apparently doing nothing.

But of course I wasn't doing nothing. I observed and reflected. To stand and stare is refreshing, redemptive and productive, and none of us does enough of it. The problem is we make others uneasy for doing so. We chivvy kids into what we perceive as a useful occupation. A children doing nothing is a provocation to parental interference i think. But children ought to spend large tracts of time doing nothing, - daydreaming, thinking, looking, growing.

In school today, when I came across someone who had a capacity for defiant idleness, it always seems like a breath of fresh air, after all that happened around me these few days

taken from somewhere.. if u have read this u'd know where i took this from!

xmas...

2005-12-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

eve of xmas eve was spent with the canoeists at bennett's hse. didnt wanna go. in the end turned up. was fun. as usual, mahjong, cards and in between. had gift exchange also. lina ll ben jun mel zx me stayed till the morning. didnt lose tt much though. but failed to recoup my losses the other day at the chalet.

and yes, whenever i outside overnight, i will spend my afternoon sleeping.

woke up in the evening, ate dinner n off i go to meet my class. haha. spending xmas w them. went to city hall to meet. saw darren weiliang n MARCUS. so ya. he was so LOUD tt i could hear him at the gantry. yupp, how nice to see them again.
met nat joan pk 1st. went to buy some drinks n all. den met up with kiat n kenny. went to esplanade there. then merlion. the snow spray was so fun!. got my hair coloured with them. so fun!

saw a few familiar faces from my sec sch. darren who looked kind of lonely. shopping ALONE!

ok. n its christmas today. Merry Xmas! so yes, i spent my afternoon sleeping.

actually wanted to go sauna with fren. but too tired le. sorry vincent. ahaaa.

anw watching full house a 2nd time. jus love it.

i dun think i'd be going anywhere tmr.. not going k box with lina n all le.. got to be at home!

then gonna train tmr and tue. and also to get my remaining army stuff. kenny said alot abt army tt i think i still lack a lot of things yet to buy. also going to temple to get an amulet !!!

and yes wed till fri got npcc chalet!! wohoo.. miss them!

then sat going countdown at ngee ann city (though many would not go there as there is expo, sentosa, faber, zouk, mos...) and how am i going to find $475 on 30 dec? die! canoeist gg sentosa. sian!

thu 29 also not going project genesis le..

surf and sweat also dunno who to join with n to join not..

26-train
27-train
28-npcc chalet
29-npcc chalet
30-npcc chalet + return tix.
31-countdown at ngee ann. sian!

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2005-12-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

ok. jus checked nightlife. my photo taken by the photographer at gotham is up. hehe.

slept my dae thru todae.

dun think i'm going anywhere tmr. cough damn badly! cant seem to recover. sorry.

sat is the eve. yes, christy christmasss eve eve eve. where to go? everyone seems so damn not free. parties everywhere. counting down also. yupp, going to the durians. esplanade i mean. yupp, spending the nite there with company till dawn! well, see first. n it depends!

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Date : 31 Dec 2005 (Sat)
Time: 9pm till dawn
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party at gotham was great!

2005-12-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

the texas chainsaw massacre was certainly better, erm i mean more gross than saw. fantastic show!

the army stuff tt i have bought cost quite a lot leh.

Went to gotham penthouse yest with cheeyew, kahseng, hongkai, benedict, nat, jason n company. careless benedict forgot to bring his ic n he used his ez link to gain entry. his pic look so much like a primary school kid tt the bouncer refused entry. i talked to the bouncer n still refuse to let him in. hmm, then, we thought, its either we all go in or all out. hee. luckily know the oragniser of yest blackOUT party, wohoo, he settled everything fer mi! as usual, ladies nite always has women q-ing up for their drinks! and yes! i got my pay yest! haha. dj was great. old school hip hop rnb trax top40s were played. was so christmas. laser lights were red n green. haa.was boozing. haa. TIX yest was $15 plus one free drink. nat went up the stage n dance n got another 2 free drink. haha. the organiser i think gave me another 2 more free drink. waa. so is like 15 bucks with 3 free drinks? haha. music was great. requested a few hits from the dj. awesome. anyways, thanks Winson. u r sooo nice! u danced well too! =)

haha. photographer from nightlife came down to gotham yest! haha. was spotted n photo of me n nat was captured. wohoo. it's gonna appear in nightlife!!! cant wait to see it!

gonna give falala n intoxicate a miss.

blackout at gotham

2005-12-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

Pre Xmas Bash - blackOut* @ GOTHAM PENTHOUSE / 21ST DEC 2K5

JUGS @ $20

RnB/hip-hop trax & top40s all night long!!
9-5am!

TIX + 1 free drink:
PRESALE @ $15
DOOR @ $18

come dressed up in your most kinky fashion and
get
spotted by our photographer!

surprises that night! talk about a real blackout &
other performances to spice up your night!

for presale tix, contact:
KahMeng 98414684

cough

2005-12-20T10:10:00.000+08:00

.. could reaaallie slp last night.. cough for like 2 hours b4 i zzzZZz?
going beach road therre later in the afternoon..
time for medicine now!

and tmr hafta go clarke quay - gotham penthouse - to get rid of my remaining tickets!

sorry .. falala..

2005-12-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

sorry alvinaaaaa.. nt going to falala..
sorry getthefunkout whoever la.. reject it also... argh.... there goes my $300..

sian falling sick ... n wierd dreams

2005-12-19T18:50:00.000+08:00

kahmeng had some weird dreams.. people dun usually remember them.. but kahmeng rmbered one.. he dreamt of his a lvl results... he got b c e ... and the most impt subject is tt he cant remember what he has gt for GP!!

he felt a sharp pain in his right ear in the middle of the night.. and it persists.. hearing seems to be affected.. louder on the left and softer on the right.. and he kept wondering how does it feel to lead a life w/o sounds. he is afraid.

kahmeng is falling sick soon. he's fighting, yes, fighting to stay healthy.. *cough*sneezzee*.. his after meal 'dessert' includes cough syrup, flu tabs etc etc.
today kahmeng went to parkway parade to upgrade jis hp. he's gonna be broke, so dun expect to see any 3G hp when u see him next time. wad a coincidence! he saw his 1st 3 mths chinese teacher in tpjc. she is hilda mak. he loves hilda mak! nt tt love pls. though there is an age gap btw her students and her, she nv treats them as students. instead , she jus treats them as friends. reallie miss the 1st 3 mths!
kahmeng also met catherine at a shop in pp.. but he forgot to see wad shop she was working at..
he then went to bugis to sell his old hp. sian.
and guess wad. kahmeng has found a new spot for exercising mainly for sprinting in his estate. he jus loves to procrastinate. he told me tt he will start to train for ns when 1st dec came. but he jus dusen la k. better start to train!

lifestyle n some big organisation called kahmeng this afternoon n some otherday asking him to be promoter to sell tickets for some BIG events. he was approached to sell tix for NEW YEAR EVE's party at ngee ann city. but min is 50 tix. dun think he can hit tt target. so how? they are gonna call kahmeng again soon.!

cough

2005-12-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

cough cough... damn... jus went to see doc... had a btl of cough syrup, flu tabs.. and one for fever..
main thing i did was *cough*
..
hafta return to my company , tcc...... =(

MoS

2005-12-17T10:08:00.000+08:00

MoS pre opening party wasnt too crowded but there were jus many people. went with ***** , jason, derrick and their clique..
upon entering, the left is rnb rm called smoove i think.. on the right is the main dance hall called the arena... and another is called the tunnel.. can remember if i gt into the tunnel... went to rnb n main dance hall on lvl 1. and theres a escalator. 1st time seeing an escalator in a club. 2nd lvl is only open to those 25 and above .. but since it is opening .. can get in... 2nd lvl houses a retro room.. n another rmm with many plush sofas.. ppl called it the orgy room? haha.. managed to 'chop' one such sofa.. this rm is called pure while retro is called 54 i think. i wanna get access to the sky lounge but couldnt coz oni vip access.. sian.. rnb rm was like a cage... music i dun really liken thou coz think tt nt suited to our local buds yet? drinks wise.. erm.. arent fixed or it varies with different rooms.. think the latter is the one... gt a heineken at rnb rm for 15 inclu svc charge n gst.. gt another at pure is 14 .. hmm.. dunno why.. the servers wasnt tt experienced.. n heard tt an abs vodka is 228? THINK SO.. dunno la.....
main room plays signature MoS anthems.. wow.. love itt man.. sound sys was certainly better than zouk in the main room.. left MoS with deaf ears.........
okk.. slpt the whole of fri.. didnt go trg though woke up b4 10.. falling sick soon..

hitting mos

2005-12-15T20:13:00.000+08:00

wow.. hitting Ministry Of Sound soon.. at 10...!! it's gonna be a bang!!

activities this week n the coming one

2005-12-15T14:38:00.000+08:00

15dec- 3 PARTIES- MegaBlockbuster at ATTICA
Naughteh Indulgence at COCCOLATTE
Liberte d Expression Pageant and Bash at CHINABLACK
BUT I AINT GONNA CARE BECAUSE I GOT MY INVITES TO MINISTRY OF SOUND PRE_OPENING PARTY!
16dec-street style awards at zouk! maybe going
MINISTRY OF SOUND GRAND OPENING AT 10 PM. It's gonna be a BANG!
17dec-workout
18dec-workout
19dec-npcc camp
20dec-npcc campfire
21dec-PreXmas Bash: blackOUT* at GOTHAM PENTHOUSE!
22dec-no activity, maybe canoeing.
23dec-Intoxicate at CHINABLACK
Falala at INDOCHINE WISMA

okie.. chalet was indeed fun. except tt the bbq sae was a boo. luckily it was only a passing rain..phew.. the real fun came when almost all the CANOEISTS we invited came. and chattering.. cards.. mahjong ..every single den was so noisy!! haha.. photos are already up on canoe web.. haha.. ended yest morning..
got blocked nose.. sore throat... ok nvm..
lets look at the brighter side od things.. guess what! i got my invites to MINISTRY OF SOUND PRE-OPENING PARTY jus now.. so late.. n now i'm damn excited! anyway, i'm going tonight.. still looking for another person coz the sms flyer addmits two u see... ok!!!! yay!

ok parties for christmas n NYE

2005-12-12T13:23:00.000+08:00

PARTIES:

--> Near/Eve of Christmas:
*Intoxicate @ CHINABLACK
*Falala @ INDOCHINE WISMA
*Toy Factory @ Rouge
*White Xmas With Pippi @ Zouk
*Xmas Frolic Party @ DXO
*A Psychedelic Xmas @ Bar None

--> New Year's Eve
*Mambo Jumbo @ Expo Hall 2A
*Be Yourself On NYE With Danny Tenaglia @ Zouk
*Rejuvenate! 2006 @ DXO
*Countdown Party @ Chijmes
*Forbidden Ball @ Forbidden City, Clarke Quay
*Havana Ball @ Indochine Waterfront
*Cirque Aquatique @ Indochine Wisma
* Big Skull Corp presents GET THE FUNK OUT! Ultimate HipHop Crunk Juice, a non stop dance party 9pm till dawn, witness the birth of the island's MOST UNDERGROUND FUNK alliance. Venue and ticketing ALREADY reavealed. Get Your tickets soon or ask from me!

**details of the get the funk out party on NYE:
the largest outdoor R&B festival ever in SIngapore, showcase or DJ rattle , batte rap, b-boys break dance n beat boxing. the grandstand of the A-list personalitites inclu dj rattle , dj koflow, will ho, the great white shark , shiek haikel. be prepared to be assulted by the bootleg assortment of the greatest FUNK R&B music.
2200 - dj rattle/ mc battle rap
2230 - b-boys take centrestage
2300 - non stop groove therapy
0000 new year's day. groove till late/dawn.

after long dist at ubin n chalet today

2005-12-12T12:57:00.000+08:00

yest was the long dist race. luckily, the weather wasnt tt hot. hong an n i made an achievement bynot capping nor sinking. haha!the shirt was somewad beautiful. n yes , completed the race. n grats to the 2 pairs to won the race. a guy n a female pair. am sOOOoo tired..
chalet today.

pre xmas bash at gotham

2005-12-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

Pre Xmas Bash - blackOut* @ GOTHAM PENTHOUSE / 21ST DEC

Message: blackOut* @ GOTHAM PENTHOUSE / 21ST DEC

let loose, get WILDDD and PARTY THE NIGHT
AWAY & blackOUT! you know you need that break
you've been dying for!

blackOUT* @ GOTHAM PENTHOUSE on 21ST
DEC 2K5

doors open at 9pm, party the night away till early
in the morning till 5am!

get tipsy with great drink deals - JUGS @ $20
ONLY!

dj will be spinnin all your favorite RnB/hip-hop
trax & top40s all night long!!

TIX + 1 free drink:
PRESALE @ $15

come dressed up in your most kinky fashion and
get
spotted by our photographer!

surprises that night! talk about a real blackout &
other performances to spice up your night!

so c'mon y'all! join us GET DOWN AND
DIRTAYYYYYYY
YOUR kinkay way!

for presale tix, contact:
KahMeng 98414684

pls help tell all your friends about it and repost
this.. thanks gals & guys!

activities

2005-12-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

11dec- round ubin long dist 22km
12dec-chalet
13dec-chalet
14dec-chalet ... yay ministry of sound pre-opening party
15dec-chalet ... yay ministry of sound pre-opening party
15dec- 3 PARTIES- MegaBlockbuster at ATTICA
Naughteh Indulgence at COCCOLATTE
Liberte d Expression Pageant and Bash at CHINABLACK
16dec-street style awards at zouk! maybe going
MINISTRY OF SOUND GRAND OPENING AT 10 PM. It's gonna be a BANG!
17dec-workout
18dec-workout
19dec-npcc camp
20dec-npcc campfire
21dec-PreXmas Bash: blackOUT* at GOTHAM PENTHOUSE!
22dec-no activity, maybe canoeing.
23dec-Intoxicate at CHINABLACK
Falala at INDOCHINE WISMA
24dec-haven plan
25dec-HAVEN PLAN!

time to update on the past few days..

2005-12-10T20:44:00.000+08:00

8th dec:
went to town with class
played pool
dined in at Maestro Bistro, the service was bad, ate a tiramisu n vanilla coffee latte, the chef can actually forgot to add vanilla. and yes, had to wait for a long long time before the food was served. and yes, there are not many people there tt day n there werre 3 chefs. waited for damn long. went home soon.

9th dec:
went for canoeing
slept in da afternoon
club at chinablack. went off at 5 plus in the morning, haha, i actually went to the elevated platform or rather the stage to dance the night away. it was my 1st time going up the stage to boogie. a total new experience. was fun! stood like more than 7 hours. legs damn tired.
took morning train home.

today:
had like just 4 hrs of zzZZz.
went bugis with my mum. saw lijie ah, jw's gf. didnt call her as i was quite a distance away frm her when i see her.
my legs are seriously damn tired.
ok have to wake up damn early tmr SUNDAY morning to ubin canoe 22km. think my butt will ache after the long distance.

activities this week n the coming one

2005-12-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

7dec -stay home
8dec -chilling out with my class 2s15!!!
9dec -party with a mysterious person at cb. let me know if u wan tix. or anyone has zoukout tix, can lend me so i cant get in free to zouk tonight? n i jus think there wont be too many ppl going since the next dae is zoukout.
10dec-rest n workout
11dec- round ubin long dist 22km
12dec-chalet
13dec-chalet
14dec-chalet
15dec-chalet + coccolatte
16dec-npcc camp
17dec-npcc campfire
18dec-npcc camp
AND the following week is christmas!

busy writing testi

2005-12-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

woke up with a call asking me to eat some famous prawn noodle in joo chiat.
then home n online till now.
wanted to start training for NS wef 1st dec. but not yet started. as a start, WILL run later.
like what yenzhi told me, it's hard to continue to train n keep fit after season has ended.
yupp, rjc prom today. then heard from jason tt they have a post prom party at DXO while a few are going to chiong mambo. NO WAY. not going. no $. anyway going party with my fren on fri!
ok n HCI's tmr!

post prom

2005-12-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

wow. kahwee drove darell kit n me to marina mandarin. reached there quite early n went to the room. canoe n few others booked it. it was my 1st prom as my sec sch doesnt haf this kind of glam event. it was a day of watching beautiful people, fun n chilling out!
given 10 stars i now rate my prom 7 out of 10 ((overall)). food was alrite. jus tt the voting thingy was a bit long. haha. n i think its bcoz we'd be rushing down to indochine after tt.prom king was marshal n queen was yahhwee. photo is above.

photos are up. ok efficient me. its at my Friendster acct, my canoe webby at http://www.srcanoeingteam0405.myphotoalbum.com/ , the other is for my class at yahoo photos.

hmmm. prom's over. realised tt yest, tjc sajc nyjc n srjc had their prom, afterwhich i think evryone converged at indochine wisma for a post prom party organised by sa.most clubs arent open on mondays so indochine became the alternative? music n all at indochine was definitely awesone except tt music are repeated a few times and air con was reallie working well? people were beautiful n it was damn packed. luckily i didnt get drunk. n thanks to eugene such tt we can get into indochine fast. went to the canoe gang n class. place was nise. well kahwee drove ms lim me amanda n celestine there n couldnt find the exit out of wisma. in da end haf to walked down to wherre he drove in.

wa.. celestine (left) got a free shot of drink from the bartender. thin she got tipsy after tt..
amanda also a bit tipsy so got her home n stay there till morning.

there is a party at indochine this thurs n fri according to tt dj yest nite.

ok. hmmmm. guessed evryone had lotsa fun. it'd be memorable in my jc life. =) n theres alot of catching up to do before i enlist! till then..

test

2005-12-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

testing

prom todae

2005-12-05T14:06:00.000+08:00

notorious me got bedok police station callin at morning at 8 plus, disrupted my slp.
argh.. ..... ahaha!
ok.. todae is prom for me! =)
haven get ready yet..
kahwee driving kiat n me there.
ok.
then going SA after prom party at indochine
hopefully, jed is there. =)
ooOKkk!

day before prom

2005-12-04T20:06:00.000+08:00

watched chicken little with da class.. dined in at fish & co..
oh met 1st runner up for standard chartered half marathon.. he won 300 bucks lor..
kahwee fetching us to prom tmr.. yay..
ok.. jus think my prom clothes arent tt fantastic.. yawn..
jed n james, see u tmr at indochine if u will be there?
ok.. i'm so excited over prom.. jus hope tt it'll be over soon.. ok..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD!!!

n now i jus think i hate ppl who ignore my msg when i needed them.

adding on

2005-12-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

oh... to derrick n kenny.. poor things .. heard from u all that its v v rush.. hah.. my turn next mth..
n yes saw a nise jacket at poa paragon i think n a shoe at domanchi far east.. n nat kept on comment on how i try evything like no bodys business.. yup did try many things,... haha.. ok.. queensway tmr..

shop for prom

2005-12-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

ok firstly i'm slow.. woke up at 10 n watch batman.. its like so long ago la.. the movie i mean.. then went to shop
wohoo.. done with prom stuff
got a long sleeve pants n shoe.. seems to be not tt formal.. but dun care la.. can be bothered le.. no tie yupp..
went down to town to meet my class
shop again! what else!
combed the whole of orchard.
saw zx brenda n rouyou ,robin n his soccer mates, and chuan ming n his gf ah i think.. dunno him but at least said hi.. eat n went home.. yaya.. going to meet my class again tmr.. going to queensway..

chalet n after that..

2005-11-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

boohoo! 2s15 class chalet was somewhat fun.
bbq on da 1st day. no rain.
ton the whole nite.
wandered ard the area at costa sands.
played guessing number game. loser to drink one shot of vodka! got wine too!
i lose lor. so ya drank 6 shots n guess wad..
i'm not drunk.. haha!
they all jus keep saying tt i ko le!
amanda was like counting SUNS in the middle of the nite.. she's drunk la..!
got barcardi!
2nd dae was bored la.
played cards etc. went home n returned to the chalet again.
during the chalet, SAW yanye yanfang junyi. world is small..! saw ppl from sr also.
hmmm.. played n chatted thru da 2nd nite.
ir rained!
yaya checking out. went to town to shop for prom w zx. didnt buy, but saw stuff i like lo.
every single shop i went to had ppl shoppin for prom. sian.
saw selwyn, gf to him is chio, but i think average lo.
Surrender clothin are fantastic. OBEY jacket is nice but ex!
saw a few familiar face at far east! think they know me but didnt appoach. heck!
she didnt work at nydc wheelock today! so cant see her. =(
everyone in town shld know `i'm coming' has landed in orchard today!

bored dae

2005-11-27T12:30:00.001+08:00

yeah.. my knee hurts.. think i landed with a bang on my knees tt day.. chalet on mon to wed.. but dont think i staying for the 2 nites.. shall stay for the 1st nite n tue going shop!

bored dae

2005-11-27T12:30:00.000+08:00

yeah.. my knee hurts.. think i landed with a bang on my knees tt day.. chalet on mon to wed.. but dont think i staying for the 2 nites.. shall stay for the 1st nite n tue going shop!

club

2005-11-26T16:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. its been long since i last update
well, a's over
one mth left to play
7th jan going in
chalet, camp, prom, n fun...
etc
hmmm
went gotham then mambo nite with twins n nadia tt day.
went ONE at fullerton party. someone tiok dai ji n gt bounced out. club was nice. management plus the bouncer=BOO! bouncer damn beng, threatened to call police n the whole management to settle prob with kianzi n that drunkard! pushed kian on da ground n wans kian to talk to him properly! F! a few got bounced also i think.
!WTF!
ok.. music makes me lose control on the 25th nov...

enlistment for me

2005-10-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

My enlistment date is on 07-Jan-2006. Your reporting unit is TRAINING LIST BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 1. Anyone going in as the same date as me? All seems so fast. And there is only one month left for me after A's to end me civilian life, my freedom will also ve affected!

canoe farewell

2005-08-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

our canoe farewell on 8th aug was a success! it was held at paramount hotel beside roxy. hah! zhen xian and i were stunned when we saw the facade of thje hotel. the surrounding condos look more grand then the hotel itself! kaoz. well, we made do w it. had a function room.
we reached there at abt 5 and yes had to complete some stuff there.. ppt.. gifts for teachers etc.. TAKE PHOTOS! haha. our juniors were late. haha. nvm abt that la. haha. n yep. seniors came soon after. rreally glad to see some seniors! deming annabelle u rock amanda marcus liew pk chris edwin etc.. lots more.. haha. miss the canoe family. and yep gonna submit the money for the alumni!!!!!!!! yay! and pk! is lifetime guarantee! ha! the meal itself was tt fantastic. anw i didnt eatmuch either. the dessert was nise!. very.
after which was srct 0405 production. then is alumni logo n jersey. n yes. got 2 more from junior batch! then is mr teng's presentation. haha. was kinda surprise n touched. ur sliddes really brought back my memories. mr b tan also gave a speech n gave out engraved goods. n the photo by mr teng, im going to frame iit up!
phototaking session was inevitable.haha.
then we go party! not exactly either. haha.it was fun can! haha. outside lighthouse. had fun yea!wow. daphne ps haha.. u ah.. u know wad i wanna sae la. ben also. haha. loiter ard homeclub. then went home. i actually slpet at bus stop! so bo seh lo. haha. jus tirred.
plonk! reached home at 645 n slept at 650 when liling msg me. haha.>> all these will haf to wait after a then we go chiong!!!!!!
and gals, thanks for the nalgenes u have given us. thanks!!!
and da watches are nise arent they.
really gonna misss the time we used to spent together , be it canoe or outz. u guyz rock! and for now, beta produce good results.

last day of my canoe life n feelings

2005-07-24T13:18:00.000+08:00

My arduous journey since last march when I first joined the team:
I could clearly remember during the cca orientation last march. I was still deciding which cca to join. Dance, Taekwondo and Canoe were my top choices. The kiasu me signed up for all three. But when I was called up for the audition, I played them out. Oops. Haha. The very one thing was that I actually turned up for the canoe training despite my friends who kept telling and warning me of the 4 intensive days of training. I attended their training though.

Still remember how we were grilled under the evening sun on the track. My very first training. The feeling of giving up at the station where we did push-ups is still in me. I vividly remember that at that station, I really really wanted to give up. After the long break from o levels and the first three months, the training was indeed tough. I could hardly take it. At that moment, I could have walked away but somehow the encouragement given by my teammates somehow pushed me and I knew that everyone was suffering and I must not give up just like that. Anyway I made it for that training. And I turned up for the subsequent trainings.

Circuit trainings, sprint jogs, push-ups, gym training, chin-ups, logs and all were what we usually do during the 2 land trainings i used to have. Push-ups is a must have item for every training, be it land or sea. The j2s would lead us, and back then we were j1s, 2 rows on the track in the shortest possible time. From there, the PTI will lead the 2 rounds of warm up jogs. In between, you would get to hear the PTI or the Captain bellowing at us, “ j1s, cover up the gap, I don’t want to see any gaps in between! ” and we simply jogged faster. The warm up… sometimes it would be followed by push-ups, and more often than not, it would be after our intensive training.

Proceeding on would be the main course of dish itself. Sprint jog circuits are dreadful and still it is (maybe?). Girls especially would hate them. It really pushes us to our limits. My mental was somehow boosted when training with my seniors. And after the whole thing was over, we would have the warm down session (_should have been cool down yea..Haha_). And for land training, seniors’ senior would pop by occasionally to take us for training. What was left till today was the remaining 15 or 16 of us?

Sea training at kallang. The wooden shed. The boats and the chin-up bar. The pontoon. Everything remains in our memories since we have all shifted to macritchie. Running. Running across nicoll highway and to net shears bridge and back to shed again. The seawater. Do 3km of warm-up and we would then have a few laps of sprints. We experienced high and low tides. I would still remember that I always checked the tides before every training. And every 18th of the lunar calendar the water would be in ‘chaos’. Conquering the waves and cutting them was something we also learn at kallang. It was fun. It was also another thing that I would never get to learn in macritchie. Learning how to get onto the k boats was also not easy since there were frequent waves. And our seniors were extremely strict with us. We were pumped for every training. We took it as part of out training. No one in my team ever complained. We merely talked about it among ourselves after training and even find it unjust sometimes. We would also be punished for late coming and doing things the wrong way. Tough trainings would end in our batch (maybe?).

Our juniors are more fortunate than us. What else must they complain about? Compared to our training, theirs are less than a quarter of the intensity that we used to train. Pumping under the midday sun on the car park. Not easy. Holding in pumping positions for 2 hours. Not easy either. Doing more than 200 push-ups at one go. Not easy! Pumping as a whole when our teammates are late. We have also done that! We just put all these as part of our trainings. We didn’t complain to anyone except ourselves. AND I would simply miss that!
Washing of the boats. We would also never get to do it again. Bathing. The kallang stadium or the small toilet at the scf.

After every training, we would head down to KFC, the army market, or even the bean curd shop near kallang MRT. It bonded my team further. We would talk about the day’s training and how we used to get on to the k boats and capping on them. We miss all of these too!

Moving on to macritchie was a totally different feeling. The new shed. No longer is it wooden. We would get to see squirrels, and monkeys. The jogging path was also different. Launching was also not the same.
The season ended on Friday 22/7/05. I gave my very best for every training. The same goes for nationals. I still couldn’t figure it out why we capped. My mind blanked out for a few seconds after we capped. I felt so lost. On a K2 still can cap. I was confident of getting a 3rd place. All was shattered. I didn’t complete my final lap. And now I think that our team has done ourselves proud. Coach was of course happy la. Coach, not to mention, knows every single one of us through the trainings. And he always talks a lot on ‘dao4 li3’. He told us this on Friday, when everything was over, about this Chinese character REN and which kind of person we want to be. The person who requires a support and another who forms the support of the other person.

And now, canoe will be put aside till a level is over. I will miss it. And I will miss my teammates even tough we will see each other in school. The feeling will be different. Different feeling you know. That kind of feeling that I have for 18 months and will miss them! Ok. Tears are in my eyes. I jus think I am not going to hold back my tears on 8th august. The last tribal whoosh was also on Friday with us j2s 0405 only. I also gave my best for I know that it will be my last one with my teammates. Tears filled my eyes. I held back yet again.

Team.warmup.sprintjog.pushups.jumpingjacks.dips.crunches.pull-ups.log.punishment.gym.encouragement.weights.endure.ergo.persevere.
comeonpeople.seniors.coach.woodenshed.brascapaddles.B1.B4.B2.seats.
lifevests.k2.k1.t2.t1.lancer.tiger.waves.policecoastguards.pontoon.shore.
toilets.tides.capsize.1000mmark.500mmark.seawater.pumping.pipes.
stands.stadium.washboats.nicollhighway.run.n&bsnacks.tauhuay.KFC.
crap.talk.matritchie.newshed.monkeys.resevoir.93.Melvin.qianqin.
zhenxian.hongan.kahmeng.Bennett.yuenfoong.Juliana.junwen.sharon.
boonmay.lina.sarah.liling.daphne.xunbin.myteammates.0405.ah.ah.
ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ahah.123.SRCANOEISTWHOOSH.
thelasttimetogetherasateamaftertraining.missthem.

update soon

2005-06-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

will update soon.. jus wait n see!

ages since i post

2005-06-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

it has been ages since my last post. in fact it has rotten.
yeap, let me start by thanking my canoe mates. you guys haf been great. thanks for da 'celebration' at macritchie.n thanks can! thanks for pressing my faCe on da cake. wa.. haha. oh ya, mus thank those people who sms-ed me to wich me on my birthday 24/6. thanks pals n all!
yeap, and haf been training for the past one yr. its time to show how much i've acquired. I don't just go out there and canoe. I would like to give YOU something exciting to watch! the day of nationals. and it doesnt matter if i dun win but partner ur wish yea..... haha.. yeap the following is dedicated to my team!
it goes: ahem.. ahem .. ok i shall begin:
Pre is a great runnner n many inspiring quotes from him appealed to me.
it does sound inspiring n do link it to canoe!
"How does a kid from Coos Bay, with one leg longer than the other win races? All my life people have been telling me, 'You're too small Pre', 'You're not fast enough Pre', 'Give up your foolish dream Steve'. But they forgot something, I HAVE TO WIN."
-stevepre

Partner, this is for u:
"The thing about Pre is that he ran as hard as he could every race, and if you were going to beat him, you were going to have to run harder than he did."
-Bob Kennedy

For clubbers, real deal for you yea?:
Dear all,
I thought I'll let you know first (plus our database); we are kicking off CB's 4th anniversary party celebration with a thank you to all who have supported us all these years.
For 4 weeks until Jul 23, ther shall be FREE COVER FROM 9pm to 1am every Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. That's right, we are opening our doors to everybody (until full house) so please come early so avoid Q.
More fun stuff to come for the anniversary. Watch this space!
Simon
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now comes to school. long hours. bah! darn the head of srjc!

Till now this has been me. yes me. still me. no one else but.. me la. expect no one but me.
expect the next post .. erm.. long long time from nw............. heez..

today chem pract

2005-04-29T19:21:00.000+08:00

today pract was ok.
managed tocomplete the whole ppr. but then in the process , toppled meassuring cylinder. squirt wrongly. added the wrong solution. topped up for no reason. broke this n that. sommore was perspiring non stop for more than an hour! aRgh........
tmr gonna be physics..
sun sentosa!!!!! daffy.. u r doom!

unlucky

2005-04-23T12:42:00.000+08:00

it was so damn unlucky on thurs. there could be more. but think i only remembered this

for the chem lect test in da morning, i dropped the data booklet , my ans scrip, my eraser.
during the chem pract trial, toppled reagents n my test tubes, burn the test tubes till it broke. the while i was burning the solid. the thing can squirting out onto my hand. then i also couldnt see the fire.. so.. i burnt my hair on my hand! argh..
when having pe.. playing badminton.. i slipped n fell!
forgot to bring money to school also!

argh.. so busy.. examzzz

national canoeing championships today!

a day b4 t2 semis

2005-03-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

jus cant seem to get anythinginto my head now!! eve of my t2 semis.. am really afraid of nt entering the finals.. competitors are jus damn freaking strong lar.. but what if i really lose!?? think my partner will be sad.. think he will jus break down.. mayb maybe nt!.. whatever the outcome, its will be a fact. think ill haf ta face reality.. woHoooo.. listening to perfect ten top 20 countdown! haha..

haha. theres 5 tubs of ice cream in my refridgerator. jus ate 1/2 of da one tub.
indulge! gonna burn off on mon!

i've let da things off totally! have ta focus nxt!

what to do?

2005-03-18T09:18:00.000+08:00

you chose to run awae.

jus completed my thermochem tut yest at 2 am! wah! wonder is ester cheng knows how to set her tut.. nv specify this, missed out certain stuff! nevertheless completed it! yeah!

now jus woke up n yes gonna do GP. gotta prep for tues lect! war.................. bah! still have tonnes to complete by today! wkend is occupied by sbda! shall bring notes there to stARdy but whether i really study is another prob.. haha!

one wk hols is short can!

many many many difffeelings

2005-03-17T11:10:00.000+08:00

was watching some video online on this woman:
Birgit Fischer's (GER, canoe-kayak) greatest moments at the Olympic Games:1. K1 1500m (gold medal), Moscow '802. K4 500m (gold medal), Seoul '883. K4 500m (gold medal), Atlanta '964. K2 500m (gold medal), Sydney 2000.
a gr8 paddler she is!
still doing chem tut! bah!
boulevard of brokne dreamz is a nise song!

back from trg

2005-03-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

i looed 4ward to trg.. but aft trg, i hate it.

AND im jus gonna let it come and go as it wishes.
que sera sera, what will be will be.

i've struggled to change.
but it seemed futile.
i've learnt to take things easy. yet again.

"i've oredi given moi best" n given that,
i would haf no regrets.
NO RETREATS> NO RESERVES> NO REGRETS!

let it go n stay focus.

--->>gotta move on yeah! =D

trgdae

2005-03-16T10:19:00.000+08:00

third dae of the skool hols.. cant seem to getanything done but slack!
did managed to complete my maths tut! still have tonnes of work to complete.
slacking again now la.. gonna do chem later! n i'm definitely lookin 4ward to trg EW10! yeap!

sdba

2005-03-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

Its been a long long time since I update my blog. And yup. Think there wont be much to update either. Its quite a hassle to update and I don’t usually reach home till night sets in.
Yup for the past few months have really been busy stArdying and canoeing.
Studying has been tough! And that’s it! not gonna go on. Its gonna so long winded can!
Latest updates is on the sdba race!…….. first day my team did well.. second dae wasn’t as good. Lost my k2 1000 to HCI(HS) pair by by mere 54millisec! That feeling isn’t reallie good. in fact i hate it! My partner cried. I told him, “ don’t think back. You’ll only have regrets if u didn’t not put in enuff effort! Let there be no regrets if tt was a race u’ve put in ur best! I held back my tears. By a mere 54 millisec, tt got me a 4th ! I hate tt feeling. But yea, the 3rd even came to my boat n said good race. A great sportsman he is! Well, I felt happy still though I didn’t win. Luck plays an important role too. Something so blatant occurred to by t2! But yea, as I’ve said luck! Its pure luck! Thanks!
Thers jus so much I wanna say bout this heats. Cj has this girl whom I see potential in. rj girl also. Guys, hmmm.. so many lar.. dam competitive!

An excellent song I simply lurve. By darius danesh; live twice.
If I could only let you knowI'd give up everything I ownFor just one more day with youThere's nothing I wouldn't doI could not let it pass me byIf I make every sacrificeTo bring me back your loveIf only we could live twice.

Another is disco inferno by 50 cents.
Lil' mama show me how you move it, Go Ahead put ya back into it, Do ya thang like there aint nothin to it, Shake..shake.. shake that ass girl.

And this is by usher, caught up!

what i think i am

2005-01-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

Rumors

Saturday steppin' into the club
And it makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound
But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
[BRIDGE:]Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna doI just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having funI'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do
[CHORUS:]I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me liveI'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like
(What?)I've gotta say respectfullyI would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

sian

2005-01-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

today was a bad dae ! shant say what it was but certainly, when i blurt it out , it WILL definitely hurt people around me. three worrds to summarise:::::::: WTF:::::::
asfor stayer VS quitters...... something extra.. i've come this far..might as well endure it.. put up with it........so do u think i care? NO! do i have a choice? NonE! will my wish ever be granted? NO! has anyone listened to my woes? NEVER! no, none, never!!
GEt aWAy!

new yr..2005

2004-12-28T11:39:00.000+08:00

oh.. a new yr is abt to begin!

2004-12-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

Oh, finally. Alas. after so damn freaking long, I’m here to u know what. Blog again!!!!!!!!. Haha.. v cold leh.. lame sia.. anw so much so has happened n I could hardly remember what has had happened.. one thing I will remember is the Singaporeidol.. our very 1st de.. TAUFIK BATISAN!!!!!! Haha.. injured my hand .. nw my partner has to suffer on a t1.. paddle.. but when u go for holiday u beta enjoy it.. I also wan to paddle on a single and see… Haha… today cleared up the cca rm 5 and pe store.. gained quite a lot sia.. gt things to makan.. n the store is so damn smelly la.. wha.. foul smell.. but yeap.. Going to décor our wall soon… hope to complete my 80 hrs of cip by early next yr.. yeap.. n it’s already time to STARDY.. mugging yet again… a chore.. wha.. *pIaNgz* dart!!!!!!!!!haha.. hope to know more ppl from hwa chong leh.. tata.. v short leh.. short, nise n sweet.. yeap.. n on e thing.. the song by taufik ‘I dream’ is so damn freaking nise can!!!!!! I have been listening to it practically the hole day when i’m hme.. haha.. n the song ‘numb encore’ by Linkin Park & jay Z!!!! haha.. take care ppl.. till my next blog this has been coming blogging.. Will be back!

whole yr thing 1

2004-11-10T12:01:00.000+08:00

Yeap.. Now exam is over everything is over.. Haha I mean is exam (Chinese and project work). And now I’m here blogging !!!! Let me start by... ermx.. Quite messy I think it would be… maybe I would round up my whole year’s life in a jc..!!
Was posted to tpjc for the 1st 3 mths.. Was quite shy on the 1st day I think. Then for most of the time I stayed with my own school clique. It ensued for another week or so.. we were separated into diff groups and I mixed well with my group it is AQUILA 9.. all the jc 1 and OGL were very n2 and were trying to push us to interact. I opened up to my group soon after that and really had lotsa fun there. Everyone was like going crazy wild berserk everything anything..!! basically it was just like going to school to have fun.. playschool? Haha. Still remembers that I was sabotaged to the stage to tell lame jokes can!!! Its like what the! Then after lessons began. As usual, ppl were late la.. haha.. saw many ppl smuggling food into the audi.. then maths lecturer I remembered talked cock and said tt she can talk to ants!?!? We also pon quite a bit of lesson.. haha.. remembered after the o lvl results were released, we couldn’t even bother to attend lesson.. other places like library was always packed with ppl even though there were lessons.. haha.. really made a lot a lot a lot a lot of frens there.. it was like even along the corridor have to say hi to quite a bit of ppl.. a pity that these cants continue… then the next phase.. posted to srjc..
Was like what the also la.. try means to appeal back but then had to stay in sr.. join canoeing.. initially a few options for me to choose.. taekwondo and dance and canoeing.. wanted to join taekwondo since I have a blue belt might as well continue right.. ultimately chose CANOEING!!!!!!!!!!!!! It has been my life since. Made quite a bit of ppl also.. got 1-the loud voice, 2-the big head, and etc la too many to name.. during the few mths suspension.. really look forward to trg! But anywae.. jus wanna tell my team to buck up.. cherish every trg!! Like today the trg.. not many ppl cap!! Short trg are good that makes up utilize out time to the fullest!.. later afternoon still got gym trg GYM=guan yin ma? Haha..
As for my class.. yeap.. nth much to say la.. !!!!!!
Now it’s the end of the year le.. must train hard ppl.. dun lose out.. and buck up on studies! And ya.. celebrate deepavali and hari raya!!!!!

whole yr 1

2004-11-10T11:58:00.000+08:00

Yeap.. Now exam is over everything is over.. Haha I mean is exam (Chinese and project work). And now I’m here blogging !!!! Let me start by... ermx.. Quite messy I think it would be… maybe I would round up my whole year’s life in a jc..!!
Was posted to tpjc for the 1st 3 mths.. Was quite shy on the 1st day I think. Then for most of the time I stayed with my own school clique. It ensued for another week or so.. we were separated into diff groups and I mixed well with my group it is AQUILA 9.. all the jc 1 and OGL were very n2 and were trying to push us to interact. I opened up to my group soon after that and really had lotsa fun there. Everyone was like going crazy wild berserk everything anything..!! basically it was just like going to school to have fun.. playschool? Haha. Still remembers that I was sabotaged to the stage to tell lame jokes can!!! Its like what the! Then after lessons began. As usual, ppl were late la.. haha.. saw many ppl smuggling food into the audi.. then maths lecturer I remembered talked cock and said tt she can talk to ants!?!? We also pon quite a bit of lesson.. haha.. remembered after the o lvl results were released, we couldn’t even bother to attend lesson.. other places like library was always packed with ppl even though there were lessons.. haha.. really made a lot a lot a lot a lot of frens there.. it was like even along the corridor have to say hi to quite a bit of ppl.. a pity that these cants continue… then the next phase.. posted to srjc..
Was like what the also la.. try means to appeal back but then had to stay in sr.. join canoeing.. initially a few options for me to choose.. taekwondo and dance and canoeing.. wanted to join taekwondo since I have a blue belt might as well continue right.. ultimately chose CANOEING!!!!!!!!!!!!! It has been my life since. Made quite a bit of ppl also.. got 1-the loud voice, 2-the big head, and etc la too many to name.. during the few mths suspension.. really look forward to trg! But anywae.. jus wanna tell my team to buck up.. cherish every trg!! Like today the trg.. not many ppl cap!! Short trg are good that makes up utilize out time to the fullest!.. later afternoon still got gym trg GYM=guan yin ma? Haha..
As for my class.. yeap.. nth much to say la.. !!!!!!
Now it’s the end of the year le.. must train hard ppl.. dun lose out.. and buck up on studies! And ya.. celebrate deepavali and hari raya!!!!!

test again

2004-11-07T17:54:00.000+08:00

hey.. it's up.. finally..

to restart blogging?

2004-11-07T15:42:00.000+08:00

testing!

.......post promo blog

2004-10-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

long time no post le... haha.. jus dun feel lyk posting wOrxz... but anyws so much so has happened and past... haha.. will get a new layout first ba.. still searching for it... wait long long till my next blog ba..

long long time ago

2004-09-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

oh.. it has been 2 weeks since i last blogged.. no time.. com went on strike.. nth cld b done.. haha.. now hols.. final;ly got the chance to go online n relax a bit.. and now everything seems to be going on strike.. haha.. that's enuff.. and NOW it's raining cats and dogs, pots ans pans, flotsam and jetsam and bits and pieces.. haha.. lame.. oh.. shit.. forgot what happened last week le.. haha.. so this will be rather messy.. i will simply throw what is still vivid in my mind down for today!
bz with my pw.. which every jc1 cohort annuallly since the guinea pig batch.. haha.. what a time to waste on it..
found a song recently by modjo-lady(hear me tonight) .. a nice song.. gr8 to listen to it.. the also this song by lil'flipfeat lea- sunshine.. haha..
promos is COMING and ya.. will still be occupied with work.,. remember when i said i'm going to bve a nerd for yet another time? haha.
haven been going out... staying home.. nth but sleep and stardy..
n yes.. self tarining.. yeap.. hols is a gr8 time for that right?
n freedom of speech .. is there? it all depend on ourselves.. we create trouble so pls slove thisourselves.. n stop having th mindset that there is no freedom of speech!
n ya in another mth's time.. promos gonna be over.. having the feeling that i will be repeating?
n can anyone help me burn 4 cds worth of songs>>???hasha...
been inhaling too much candles and all for my meals.. that has already made me full.. haha.. just joking la.. jus highlighting the hungry ghost fest.. ahah.. diaoz~~...
hse com is down.. no one calls for repair so have to resort to using sch com which is rather eh no dam slow.. hand at times eh no again.. is most of the time.. so .. haha.. so u guys wont be seein me online anymore.. eh, not anymore but temporary. maybe a week lateer.. meantime u guys my friends n mai lao shi, take care yea? tata..

long time

2004-09-06T11:02:00.000+08:00

hey long time no blog le.. so think gonna post this wk!!!! new links will also be up too!!!!!!

song

2004-08-25T19:29:00.000+08:00

[Intro]
Oh Yeaah..... ah ah ah...
Is ah big dancehall song in know
Madzart alongside Kevin Lyttle
You know how it is, you know how we go
You know

[Verse 1]
For the longest while we jamming in the Party
And you're wining on me
Pushing everything
Right back on top of me (Yea - hey- ai)
But if you think you're gonna get away from me
You better change your mind
You're going home........
You're going home with me tonight

[Chorus]
SO LET ME HOLD YOU
GIRL CARESS MY BODY
YOU GOT ME GOING CRAZY - YOU
-TURN ME ON
-TURN ME ON....
LET ME JAM YOU
GIRL WINE ALL AROUND ME
YOU GOT ME GOING CRAZY - YOU
-TURN ME ON
-TURN ME ON........

[Madzart Rap]
The girl ya nah go get way tonite
If she think madd man nah go fight
Me done feed she with popcaorn and sprite
Now she whar come fly way like kite
Ooh Yea Yea
Ooh Yea Yea
Ooh Yea Yea Yeah
Ooh Yea Yea Yea Yea Yea Yea Yea Yea........

[Verse 2]
One hand on the ground & Bumper cock sky high
Wining hard on me
Got the Python
Hollerin' for mercy - Yea hey - ai
Then I whisper in her ear So wine harder
And then she said to me
Boy just push that thing
Push it harder back on me

[Chorus]
SO LET ME HOLD YOU

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GIRL CARESS MY BODY
YOU GOT ME GOING CRAZY - YOU
-TURN ME ON
-TURN ME ON....
LET ME JAM YOU
GIRL WINE ALL AROUND ME
YOU GOT ME GOING CRAZY - YOU
-TURN ME ON
-TURN ME ON........

[Bridge x2]
Girl Just Hug Me, Hug Me, Kiss Me, Squeeze Me
Hug Me, Hug Me, Kiss & Caress Me

[Madzart Rap]
The girl ya nah go get way tonite
If she think madd man nah go fight
Me done feed she with popcaorn and sprite
Now she whar come fly way like kite
Ooh Yea Yea
Ooh Yea Yea
Ooh Yea Yea Yeah
Ooh Yea Yea Yea Yea Yea Yea Yea Yea........

[Verse 3]
For the longest while we jamming in the Party
And you're wining on me
Pushing everything
Right back on top of me (Yea - hey- ai)
But if you think you're gonna get away from me
You better change your mind
You're going home........
You're going home with me tonight

[Chorus]
LET ME HOLD YOU
GIRL CARESS MY BODY
YOU GOT ME GOING CRAZY - YOU
-TURN ME ON
-TURN ME ON....
LET ME JAM YOU
GIRL WINE ALL AROUND ME
YOU GOT ME GOING CRAZY - YOU
-TURN ME ON
-TURN ME ON........

[Bridge]
Hug Me, Hug Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me
Hug Me, Hug Me, Kiss & Caress Me
Hug Me, Hug Me, Squeeze Me, Squeeze Me
Hug Me, Hug Me, Kiss & Caress Me

haiz.. this turned my rashes mode on for a few days le.. missed trg!

still sick

2004-08-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

i'm still sick.. thurs fri n today.. cant seem to recover.. or is the paracetamol n 4+ other medicine seems to fail me.. but the doc has already me a few potent medicine le wor.. .......headaches at all intermittent.. i'm in pain.. n it's killing me.. n everything i eat.. no matter how tasty the food is or might seem to me.. it just taste so bitter so yucky.. taste like medicine.. my taste buds seem to be eroded with by the medicine..... maybe if still headaches n pains still persist.. might go for a few more days of mcs? cant seem to do any work either.. got loads of tutorial to complete..but will definitely finish it.....

sick

2004-08-20T12:46:00.000+08:00

haha.. wed after going gym got that 17th student councillors who approached us for some teachers day stuff.. yup.. you all will geet to see us on the celebration itself.. look so stupid and funny? hahah..
thurs was very bad for me.. got headache.. it was accompanied with fever.. then went to hunt for kok ms tan n mr tan.. could find them.. wanted to get and early from them.. in the end went to mr OW! he took my temp..was 36.9 degrees .. he questioned me.. is 36.9 considered as having fever..? i told him i'd jus taken some medicine.. of coz the temp will somehow dropped... then he askeed me what lessons will i be having after that.. i told also la.. the tone he used was like he just refused to issue an early leave.. i was so dulan that i turned to the exit and walked OFF.. and somemore one of the SR values is caring. MY FOOT! tell the whole SG tt when they are n0t even one..
and obviously i had to remain in college with my illness deteriorating.. had to sit for a test in the evening with a high temp of 39.3 degrees..!!!!!!no joke can.. nearly 40 degrees can.. fuck.. my head was like very pain which was like going to erupt anytime soon.. the headache was like came n subside then came again.. at all intermittent.. that is so torturing..
aiya gonna eat more than 5 "colourful stuff" of all shapes and sizes ..luckily dun have any syrup.. medicine tastes so horrible............................................
SICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICKSICK

adding on`

2004-08-18T12:54:00.000+08:00

and to my "friend" .. tell u.. complacency will get u nowhere.ur pedestal will be knocked down in time to come... stop laming when u canT do that..(((no one can beat me at my own game.. except for a few like lina.. marie.. pok maybe..)).. yup.. it only makes u look like a fool.. a FOOL GET IT! u are always laughing at ur own jokes which only seem farnie to u.. stupid!

-=specially for u my "friend"=-

get a life

2004-08-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

certain people i see everyday.. pls.. GET A LIFE. change ur attitude in sch.. i just detest that.. get it.. change it!

i lag

2004-08-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

i lag!

sian

2004-08-18T12:32:00.000+08:00

haha.. my GP tutor didnt come.. haha.. got free period.. later gg gym.. haha.. mon was so unlucky for me... ALmost late for school.. den my contact lens almost fell out.. den forgot to bring my tie.. series of hapless events!then sacholl was broing la.. nth much also.. coz forgot what actually happened.. haha.. amnesia.. anyone can help me omprove my memory.. change thumbdrive? haha.. lame diao..!!
also dunno what la.. but was the 1st day of the seventh mth izzit? lina was like wanna pu tian tong qing(in chinese which means celebrate 2gether??)?.. haha..
tue haha.. den saw my primary scholl fren... HUiPPING.... haha.. like strangers liddat.. nv talk much.. ya ..
and yest nite i went to bedok stadium to talk a plaque.. ahaha.. was damn happi can!! remember the days when i was a ststion inspector.. haha.. though was also 2 weeeks.. but was very ironic also la.. haha.. oh ya.. the plaque was the best unit cadet for yr 2003 which was me la.. haha SI LOW KAH MENG.. was overjoyed! so precious.. and yup hope the current Si will also do ur best ya? then think i will be signing up for the CI course next yr end can? coz i got canoeing ma.. then be a yr of CI.. or wait till uni.. be Hofficer..haha thik too far laa..
then now ya.. end so early... hahha..

long time no post

2004-08-15T12:01:00.000+08:00

when was the last time i blog? also dunno.. think it'as gonna be on a weekly basis!common tests are jux roundthe corner.. ya.. also forgot what i wanted to type le.. die le.. old liao.. cant seem to remember anything.. haha.. so gonna type what is still fresh in my mind which is yest !!
morning got c maths test
went home aft tt.. went out again to my NPCC passing out parade at sembawang.. damn far from my hse.. but was glad tt iu saw my squadmates again.. miss them alot! so yest was the day that they passed out.. passing the authority to the juniors.. was quite happy to see that the unit has alot of juniors.. 50+ or so. didnt reslly count.. ate the buffet le then left.. took an hr plus to trevel from sembawang to east coast for my sis bbq! was quite lonely as as i dont know aanyone there.. but after a while clicked off so well with my sis fren! the 5 of us was like the same frequency.. haha.. that terry.. kept on 'shooting' him.. haha.. ppl like to joke also la.. haha.. taught me alot of tings.. yup but quite guilty den.. ate so much n *****.. shant not talk much anymore.. haha.. stayed till 1am liddat.. now then wake up! quite pig actually.. bleah~

farewell

2004-08-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

farewell was for the j2s yest.. yup.. enjoyed myself there too.. and ya.. those whose camera got myfotos plz send me can>>> ?? i want them!! and yup.. before that went orchard to meet ll n jun wen n seb.. then went to carlton hotel.. all ended at ard 11 plus.. towards 12 bcoz of the overwhelming foto taking session? haha.. then some j1s went home.. a few others took a walk to the durians there.. the esplanade.. n boat quay.. happen to meet the j2s.. outside hendrix.. hmmm.. took nite rider home.. too tired to post la.. then national day today.. gt singapore idol too!

election va aftermath

2004-08-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

agm was rather surprising for some .. i mean the results.. yup.. but that's long over.. all we need to do is to do our best in everything must break the "curse" that has befallen us for 2 consecutive yrs!
national dae was also boring to!!
wnt orchard after tt .. then the world seems so small.. meet almost everyone i know of there.. saw the one of the younger KT!! with her parents.. ya.. haha.. then boon may n i were like hahahahahaa..

2 hrs trg

2004-08-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

hey all.. No time no blog le... bz lately... ya... slept quite early yesterday... but suddenly woke up in the middle of the nite, feeling hungry... so, drank a cup of oat... then 3 slices of bread... stardy a bit then went back to Zzzz..
HMmm… today is going to be very tough I believe... n it turned out that I managed to survive, well not forgetting my team too! Everything grew stronger... ran 2.4k in the morning... was disappointed with myself... 2.4k-4pts... S&R-5pts.. Shuttle-5 pts chin up -5pts... sit up-5 pts SBJ-4 pts... timing for 2.4-10min15s... shuttle -9.8s chin up 13 which has a tremendous increase from 3 to 13 in May till now!!!!!!! Sit up n sit n reach -55 times n 55 cm respectively…
Trg was over... team we managed to survive this ordeal... n we have to earn the trust back from all... n NV to let urself down!!!!!! Also watch ur diet ya? Ignore those idiots who tried to tempt u!!! shagged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N my lower back I think going to be like lina soon... hope that I will not aggravate it! Ya.. self train too!.. yeap.. vote wisely.. mus take care team!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally

2004-08-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

iwebmusic is back.. jus added a new song by jet - look what you've done!!! excellent song! another is COME ON by ben jelen.. ring a bell?? ooOOPPps!! cant do tt! anw. it's good to se that capt is back to his usual self.

overall for nationals

2004-07-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

things did not preceed with what i predict would actually happen.. however do not be affected by the results and move on.. nationals is over.. jus wanna comment tt our team did really well though we did not win any medals! the spirit shall remain..
however i see this as a real wake up call for us j1s especially.. it was pure experience this time round! see how fast other boats were.. their maintenance.. the front catch.. frequencies of strokes.. twisting of trunks.. coordination etc.. i really feel that we lack them! one thing is true- what i observe is that our bursting is the best and that caused us to leaad at the start.. however, our maintenance really S***S! ending burst wasnt that fantastic either.. this is purely what i think.. if one begs to differ thats up to u.. and what wei liang told hong n me really inspired me alot, tremendously! my perceptions everything totally change.. and to all J1.. pls stop talking behind ppl stop gossiping la.. i thinkk i have really really alot more to tell myself to bring this to a halt really talk alot la.. AND MOST IMPTLY treasure every trgs from now on regardless of land or sea.. and train hard.. never let history repeat itself yet again.. gotta change that.. be serious every trg.. really got alot more to learn b4 we take over soon! yup n mon trg hope to seee all there.. n choose our exco wisely pls? give others a chance.. n vote for the exco members not bcoz he's ur fren .. but for the team's future! train hard guys n at the semd time must alwaz instill basic discipline in ourselves! INITIATIVE!! v long winded if this continues so gonna stop here.. SR canoeists woosh!!!!!

nationals!!!!

2004-07-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

Today was nationals... didn’t expect too win anything or what. Mainly to gain experience.. but the experience was too immense! I cant shoulder it! The whole day was like eating bread (luRve) tt man! N drinking glucoline.. everyone did a great job ! done well pple! Tmr will definitely be better! Today was like very kan chiong.. somemore.. think cld as least not be in the last for t2 500.. after a few strokes of bursting, hong n me capped! DAMNED! Whack me with paddle n caused our boat to capped1 also so sia suay.. t2 also can capped! Sia suay.. was really feeling low then.. expected to at least complete the race regardless of position.. was ya was gaining experience la.. but I really hope to complete! DARN U TP! Whack me.. with.. ur paddle! But he apologized ! tt really pissed me off!! Got into semis then apologise..’ I’m sorry!!’ Darn! The worst is C……. sly ! nvm.. hope all lies in the j2 now.. win them with all your might that u have!~!! but pok- u guys have also done well.. don’t be bothered by it ya? yAwNz.. zonked! All the best VC !! the the rest of the senior canoeists!. We jus rAwKs..!

what a bane

2004-07-22T09:09:00.000+08:00

WHAT A BANE!!

... dunno nwhat to put..

2004-07-20T12:25:00.000+08:00

ohh.. can really feel the hunger pangs!! sacrifice my lunch for this.. realisae that i am running out of time.. but nvtheless i must persevere to the end. come on ... come on1!!!haha.. that's what i hear almost everyday..
what exactly is a hero to all of you? preferablyone who hav heroic acts of bravery? come on.. people these days dont really need tohave heros or what in their mind.. that's me! thats what i think la.. ya .. so.. what abounds the mind oif a person is mainly wealth.. status.., freedom.. idols(for most gurLs).. . happiness and memories are what i cherish most.. but no pt harping on the memories.. be realistic.... that's makes me a dreamer.. stoner.. ! 4 eva living in my world.. haha..
thas so much so for that gp lesson.. was rather bored.. my teacher said something abt me during the cM tute.. n i summarised it into a 5 letter word _ I _ B _.. any idea of what is it? if u have tag me then.. that was so hurtful n humiliating .. that changed me.. i have to strive real hard.. vowed to be a good student(only if it is possible which i doubt i can).. have been s slacker n photocopier machine n a sponge that absorbs and is soon drained away... gonna change !!
2dAE trg was OK.. at least.. it ws the norm b4 fep came n took us over.. had sprints of 4 * 400 m with interval rests of a min n 30 secs.. met the expectations fpor the 1st round but not the 2nd n the 3rd nor the 4th.. maybbe didnt push myself hard enuff... as for the last round i reallie did gave my very utmost best when i sprinted the last 100m or so.. i was rather proud of myself then.. howeveer i plunge right down n laid myself on the track.. i wasnt supposed to do so.. but my liegss could no longer take me n i felt diggy then.. i persisted.. never give up in ONE SPIRIT!!! none gave up, all hanged on.. well done guys!! medicine balllss awas fun.. haha.. the most exciting part was that i tried to murder lina with the ball.. haha.. actually irt wasnt the case.. accidentally one la.. sorry ya? luckily the ball missed u.. or else!! haha..
and tyhis m,orning was like so fun? n ya.. i realise tt i cld understand what my Cm tutor was saying during tut.. n i didnt feel a tinge of sleepiness during lect.. so amazing.. ya now.. sacrificing my lunch for this.. have to race against time.. n i have to succeed in doing so n win!
n tmr can wear home clothes to college in conjunction with the dunno what day la.. cant be bothered with tt minute thingy..
That's all folkS!~~~

another day..

2004-07-18T19:24:00.002+08:00

as usual.. slp for the whole dae.. neglecting my work etc..

another day..

2004-07-18T19:24:00.001+08:00

as usual.. slp for the whole dae.. neglecting my work etc..

another day..

2004-07-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

as usual.. slp for the whole dae.. neglecting my work etc..

glutton

2004-07-17T19:45:00.000+08:00

timing todae for t2.. 1st:2.56 2nd 2.3plus 3rd : fuck i didnt take timing was reallie like speeding.. not speeding actually.. but was indeed very fast.. nvm.. i ignored.. 4th : timing was definitely better than the other 3!! i think.. partly due to the water today.. quite calm.. ya.. was tired lorz.. nv reallie have enuff slp .. a pig i am.. oh ya.. remembered the lady who talked abt the insurance plan with me.. she also said that i'm a skinny pig!! haha.. so farnie.. gonna indulge myself with food.. yes foos again.!! think going swim tml.. got the singlet shape le.. it/s gonna be damn ugly on me.. i just wan an even tan.. not contrasting ccolor..and also gonne buck up on my studies ! got C O E E f... that's how bad it is.. need to see parents.. haiz..

think i'm falling sick

2004-07-15T09:20:00.000+08:00

do i evince symptoms of deepression.. just took a test recently and i found tt i'm on a certain of depression lo.. and i'm not feeling that well either.. for just now's chem tutorial.. i was like a photocopying and a tape recorder.. just mere copying n absorbing like a sponge.. was also stoning too.. dont think i was listening to what she was lecturing us... ya..
is also falling ill too.. my heart has literally told me that it coulds no longer take it anymore.. seriously.. n don reallie feel like goign for trg later.. reallie v tired! think it's going not going to improve till weekend,, i slept quite a lot yest nite and it was like this morning i'm got a splitting heaedache.. ya.. maybe ws the ice crream i ate b4 i was off to bed .. ate a liter of it man! drown my sorrows by eating non stop.. think i could just that.. eating totally rocks!
also have to ruch pw mins like siao.. but do u think i care..!?!? no i dont! its a total waste o time.. but what to do? it's hobson's choice! and not my choice whether to do it or not! ya.. reallie need reallie break myself free from everrything ! ya..

foing for lect le.. double lect. think i'm going tp fall aslp!!! *Sick*

banana

2004-07-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

oh ya that banana bost tanning oil.. damn oily la.. i also know.. paddle just slip as i paddled... damn frustrating n irritating.. ya so just ate 3 banana to seek vengeance.. haha lame.e

bad bad bad

2004-07-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

things have been very bad for me.. maybe i cant just be tthat opimistic abt everything..
.......................................................................garnered yet another f for my mid yr!! that's very bad la.. got 3 f i think .. an ao .. and a border line pass for chinese.. reallie have no mood for anything.. maybe need to find a tutor for everything.. or?
nothing seems to go the right way man.. and maybe i shld just tell myself that i screwed up my fucking mid yr sonce i did not put in effort?.. that's all for that!
and life has been so boring in school.. not fun at all.. thinking of skipping school.. and ya.. it's like i have totally forgotten what had already happened .. for mon n tue.. all i caan recall is today.. amnesia le.. think i shld just hibernate n forget everything!??
hopeefully i ccan.. today canoeing was like a rescue boat.. rescueing was nth but my timing was atrocious! was rather incensed! and my mates were like talking nth but that dustbin.. i had enuff! n dont u think u all have gone over board right to the extreme? it not tt i cant take teasing or jokes.. know ur limits ! n ya today got the performance at vch.. sounds rather stupid la.. majority of the sr ppl buy to watch might as well perform in college..
n ya on my way home for canoeing got this chio roadshow promoter approached me.. talk abt some plan till 8 plus.. but nvm ya.. she's not hideous anyway.. so wotth it la..hehe also chatted bout daily life.. so keen to find out her age worz.. but she i think 22? bnot sure either.. !!

(mabe it's kinda very luan la.. no time n no mood to organise la.. )

news!

2004-07-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

today was just as noraml.. however something gr8? happened.. mj k2 crashed onto pj's.. tt pinkish boat was like doing their laps or 1000m the this pj k2 was perpendicular to theirs at a distance.. mj shouted at pj not to block their wway.. it's occurence was at the 500m there.. pj was then moving at a high spped la.. the couldnt stop within such a short dist.. so it rammed to pj's boat!!!! ya.. so pj's canoeist on board the k2 was like "shit!".. the capt on the shore was like "what the hell happened" (if i rmb what he was actually saying.. plus i got amnesia).. liddat la.. then hong n me went on with our laps....
next up is this morning after listening.. was at BK.. the whole morning's focus was on me.. then was really pissed off!!all the way till canoeing.. all talking abt me.. was rather incensed.. but it's over la.. have to cease brooding abt it.. was so tired after canoeing.. my back!!
mean girls.. so farnie... cady.. regina..the skank bitch.. fugly slut.. so plastic.. hilarious too.. realised that cant compete with lina when luffing... and one got fifth sense too.. ever heard that breasts can tell when is it going to rain..the temp..!
was zonked out.. ate icecream n sone food b4 i sleep. nitez!

that's bad

2004-07-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

got 2 consecutive f for my mid yr.. i reckon there's more to come! terribly low! :(

so touched

2004-07-08T16:39:00.000+08:00

READ THIS:
A young Singapore couple are mourning the death of their only child - a 9-month-old baby boy.
Baby Jakob, who has touched the hearts of thousands of people after appearing on Channel NewsAsia documentary on Saturday, died in hospital from a rare brain disorder.
Doctors at KK Women's and Children's Hospital said this was the only second such case they have ever seen.
Baby Jakob never made it home.
Just two days after his story was told on national television, the 9-month old baby boy died from organ failure.
His parents, who have had to watch their only child go through multiple operations, were prepared for the worst after his condition deteriorated on Sunday but they were still hoping for a miracle.
Monique Wu, Jakob's Mother, said: "Monday morning the doctor called , it happened, but it is okay. I think it is better than he is suffering at the time.
"Actually I wrote a letter for Jakob, I put in the coffin, I told him I am proud of him because...maybe actually he's not getting better.
"But he tried so hard, so hard just to make me happy then suddenly Monday morning he cannot take it anymore."
Despite their overwhelming grief and the medical bills they are faced with, Jakob's parents said they wanted to help other parents of babies with special needs.
They are setting up a support group, a website and possibly even a fund to help those babies who need home care.
Walter Wu, Jakob's Father, said: "We found out to our dismay that there are no official or unofficial support groups for parents of special babies. Babies who go on ventilators, babies who have special needs. There's nothing out there.
"We want to be able to help provide support, emotional, pyschological support for other parents to be able to help them to prepare when the babies go home."
Monique added: "When they know that actually they have special baby, do nOt abandon them because it is your baby, because God gave to you already, there must be a reason behind that."Many Singaporeans, who were touched by the story on Baby Jakob on television, have sent SMS to Walter and Monique, and even come to pay their respects at Jakob's wake at their flat in Punggol.
Walter and Monique had a cot specially modified for Jakob but each time he was due to come back, his condition would worsen, so Jakob never had the chance to sleep in the cot.

day in sch

2004-07-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

oh ya.. gotta go for lesson le

1st few days of school

2004-07-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

haven been posting lorz.. thinking that this is a waste of time.. hMmm.. so ya.. so maybe will post once in a while..
this week shld be the release of the mid yr results.. i have already prepared for the worse/worst!! it wa that pathetic n terrib;ly low for my markz la.. and my chem.. the day i got bck the ppr, i had totally no mood to do anything except sleep.. n of coz next wk ain't going to b better la.. have predicted le lorz.............. n yes, i found that the teachers in sr are also quite lame.. .............................................................................................................................
things hasnt been going well for me.. nnot even for ........ what have i done wrong? or did i commit something that makes ppl think the way i am... really feel out of place lOrz.. so better !!

4a class gathering @ orchard

2004-07-05T17:15:00.000+08:00

on sat. sleep.. slepp was what i needed.. then after that ran 3.2km again... was quite satisfied with my timing.. did nth much either.. oh ya.. a couch potato at home! haha..
then at night watch ONG BAK.. yes.. maybe i v slow la.. watch vcd los.. did nt catch it in the cinema then.. the sound effects was excellent !! however still quite boring la..
sat.. shant talk much abt it ..
sun..woke up quite late la.. then arranged my room.. was quite dirty n messy.. i found pieces scattered everywhere.. there're also some under my bed too.. then after that went Orchard for my alma mater's class gathering.. well meet up @ taka @ 520 initially.. but then went paragon the in the end 6 then reach !.. oh ya.. i was "molested" by a kid of a women who came to ask me the train to city hall on the platform at paya lebar.. so humiliated.. ppl were staring.. dunno where to hide my face!!
was rather indecisive la.. all of us were outside lvl 5.. that was abt half an hr.. we sauntered along orchard road.. then decided to dine in At Swensen.. it was packed.. so left our no with them n left for heeren.. soon after they called us.. still with a long q of ppl outside waiting..abt 20 of us turned up.. was abt 8 plus le..
yesp.. get to see my classmates again.. then chatted over the meal.. reminiscing abt the nostalgic moments, daily live etc.there was this particular guy who served us but forgot the other table of my frens until we have finished our meal.. that waiter apologised several times.. hMmm.. and ya.. the chocolate freeckles was simply so delicious! i'm loving it!! sounds familiar? haha.. macdonald's slogan..
played something there.. created quite a commotion.. now comes the bills la.. as uausl the irresponsible one tried to ran off! and i just hated them at that instant..for our table, it totted up to about 210 bucks.. HmMm but still worthwhile.. however that busted my allowance left for tt week la..the other table was only how much ah.. half of ours i think.. after that some left while the rest went to cineleisure to ogle at (u noe what la, guys).. then was quite disappointed then..
then strolled along the stretch of wisma.. tehn headed for home.. some have to go poly the next day also la.. hMmm.. really hope that there will be another class outing.. but my beloved teachers didnt turn up..my form cum eng teacher Mdm sue was dealing with dunoo what maid agency thingy.. then
ms kiang couldnt make it either.. n she dealing with some family matters too.. she had to look after someone ..
headed for home.. saw 2 female talking abt some tpjc stuff.. so i assume that they are from tpj? one of them reeks of liquor..presumable headed somewhere..
slpet quite late..
morning sleep was well until a msg disrupted my sleep.. but then headed back to my dreamland once again .. the 10 finally get out of my bed..went gym then swim.. got home after that.. ate alot sia me.. waffles ,some kueh made by my mum, milo, 2 sandwitch.. was really full la.. ya still eating nw.. n that was suupposed to be my breakfast.. ya..
came acroa a paul van dyke cd at HMV yest!! listened to it.. wow.. love esp disc 2!! n nw saving up to bbuy some adidas stuff n soem cds.. n some clothes.. n hopefully a pair of Levis jeans!
ya n sch is starting tmr.. really gonne change my gear for a better one.. really really going to mug hard n really score well for the semester.. screwed to the mid yr le.. cant really afford to slack.. wanna get a promotion! n yes.. at the same time train hard for my conoeing!

quite bored today..

2004-07-02T20:41:00.000+08:00

today went to parco bugis junction.. the new adidas store has opened!! look forward to buying all the things there!! the moment i stepped into the shop.. eyed onto several items.. some sports wear.. adn some shirts! but.. no $$ .. so nw gonna save up n sweep everything there i fancy! suntec too.. saw quite a no of things i would like to own!!
then today damn suay... my fren put me aeroplane.. damn.. everytime..w/o fail.. hMmm.. n waiting to watching best bet too.. have yet to watch.. hoping to my my ass off!! haha...

today again..

2004-07-01T10:00:00.000+08:00

sleep rather soundly last night...think was qutie exhausted after the 8 km run yest night!! but still managed to end off my 8 km run with an improved stamina i presume!!.. then go sch for some pw thingy.. so sian.. anyone willing to complete my survey for me? it's lyk i got quite alot... 20 liddat....

Same old thing!!

2004-06-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

haix.. it yet another boring day.. i mean those days during the mid yr eXamz.. dunno y wOrz.. everyday study at home will definitely fall asleep.. w/o fail.. so really have to mug outside la..
hMmm.. again, was singapore too poor to afford power fro us citizenz.. or was it jus another plot of the terrorists!! but after that "orDeal", i believe that each individual , family, n the society will turn to help one another .. it's lky yest's blackout 29/6, was just so sudden.. it shocked me!! initially i was at a complete loss of what to do.. darkness.. has any civilian ever live in darkness.. it wa just so helpless.. however.. some sporeans do evince the helpful side of them,, i went over to my neighbour asking if she has any candles.. IROniCaLLy.. she doesnt.. so gave one to her.. luckily .. those candles were intended to jettison it away.. little did i know tt it actually came to my rescue tt day! what's worst.. when i reached hme at 10 then wanted to study for phy.. it darkened!!! adn i was lyk complaining tt i wanted to revise and when the electricity was regained, i went to sleeep... !! ... and approx 1/3 of sG was affected!
oh yes!!! TODAY.. mid year has ended to a phy pper.. went to watch SPiderma!NNN!!! woW!! i just love it.. then saw ADELINE n TT JAP guy .. they were my seniors wOrz.. chatted for a while...!!! ;) but think she leaving to study again this wkend ba!! gonna miss her wOrZ!!!
But next wk watching MEAN girls.. seems to be an interesting movie...
and ran 8 km today in 10 sec less than 45 mins wOrz.. but i dunno if it is good!!???? can anyone tell me?? !!! i think tt not bad le worz.. 8 km .. hMmm... cya gUys ard!!

!!!

2004-06-27T11:05:00.000+08:00

ow, it's really well done la.. have yet to complete my mid year study.. really WELL DONE.. starting to paNICK.. AM reallie worried if i fail to produce results ya? hope to get at least a c for my pprs.. n i reallie do need help for my physics.. also miss canoeing !!! pray hard n hope for some miracles?

fcUk

2004-06-26T10:10:00.000+08:00

was so pissed off early in the morning.. !!! was talking to my mum.. and i was standing right b4 her when i was conversing.. n she just ingnored me.. F... it's not as if i was whispering something to her... it really did spoil my day!

what a bad day..

2004-06-25T19:40:00.000+08:00

went studying at lib.. .. felt like ZzZz.. nth gets drilled into me.. i was stoning for almost all the time.. think goin to sleep.. so end up going off earlier.. and all too, went off.. feel so bad lorz.. like i leave.. then chain rxn.. everyone leaves.. gotta mug again!

coming

2004-06-25T10:45:00.000+08:00

hMmMm.. well yest was a good day.. my dedication was heard on air.. yeah.. haha.. n my sleep was disrupted.. nvm.. can disrupt me more.. anw.. i'm don't really like to sleep nw.. hmMmm.. studying with lina..

well done..?

2004-06-23T15:55:00.000+08:00

thinking of discarding this blogging.. dont think have time for this! what a bad day too!

what a day!

2004-06-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

shit! yes shit! this was what happened when i ran 3.2km in the early morning. after half the dist was completed, i felt the pain. stomache. i ign0ored. but i felt something at the 'door' lOrx.. so eager to rush out liddat.. then my running ceased. later in the morning had to meet marcus for a swim then go gym for workout! he 's a pig lOrx.. this bloke slept almost nearing mid-day! he was late !! and i had to wait.. but nvm.. n his swimming speed was fast.. extremely swift too!can be a swimmer though..kept telling me that he was fat! but u think ar.. if he is fat, does that makes me obese!?? then later go gym.. my 1st time to a public gym.. do the weights.. and guess what? the same thing occurred.. my inflexible leg! reallie got problem wOrz! need some help on that.. adn marcus was laffing his ass off! anded at abt 4 plus ba.. went makan,.. and i insisited on milk.. nothing but milk.. lolx.. need to replenish ma.. then by the time i reached home.. i was really exhausted.. for this.. pok kept mentioning pig again.. and the target is me! hmmMmm..marcus.. i didnt sleep when i reach home haha.. tried studying after dinner.. did chinese n maths.. c maths was horrible !!! the summation chp... i realised that i could hardly do the qns except
gor some easy qns.. haha.. was zonked out.. going to sleep soon ya? looking forward to tmr!! n esp 24/6!! my bdae!! ;)

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2004-06-21T08:07:00.000+08:00

well,iam still new to this blogging stuff though i, myself have read several ones before. and everyone was to a newbie then. so ..it takes time ya? .. yeap..